I’m kinda done with people sitting there and telling me about parties they’re having and not even bothering to ask if I can come. Just cause you talk about it in front of me doesn’t mean I assume I’m invited and I’m really kinda over it. Like tonight. Two people who I went out of my way for, decided to have or go to a party. One decided he’d tell me when he was already on his way. The other said shed text me when she was home…. Well she never did and he decided calling would be an inconvenience to him. So… Here I am, forever alone, thinking how much fun he’s having with other people, and how much fun my friends are having out at the movies and then around a bonfire. All I got to say about this is that I flippin hate tonight. This is one of those situations where o understand drinking alone.

Ok, so for the record, if you’re dating someone, and you wanna go out to a club… You bring them with you. Don’t go and then say, oh I’ll only be dancing with one girl. Don’t worry, she has a fiancé. Uh yeah, I really don’t care. Fact is if you’re dating don’t go out unless you lie and even then, it’s a bad idea.

So, no. It doesn’t really bother me when people are drunk or whatever. It does however bother me when they start lying about being drunk or saying they’ll do something and then going and doing something else. Like if you’re gonna say you’re gonna do something, then obviously you’d do it right? Well apparently that’s wrong. Thus far, half of my day has consisted of me saying hey can you do this or that while u do something else to be helpful, the other person says yes, then doesn’t do anything, making me run my tail off. Like really???? You can’t just take the thirty seconds to do it rather then have me take the 2 min that I don’t have to go out of my way? I’d rather people just said no they can’t do it, they’re busy or something. Don’t leave me thinking you have something covered when you don’t…. Alright, I need to go to bed, but this isn’t one of my completely illogical insomnia rants, I promise.

Is it just me, or does anyone else feel like they’re the only ones that mess up? Like it’s one thing when other people point out what you’ve done wrong, but it’s another when the people you care about know it and point it put to you. Example: I messed up today. But for the first time, I wasn’t told, “yeah, you screwed up pretty bad”. It was “well, I won’t say it’s fine, but it’ll be fine in a little while, and I still love you”. Gotta say that it was pretty nice to hear that. Idk. I think people are too hard on other people. Maybe it’s cause we try to do what’s best for every one, or maybe we just end up screwing things up, but either way I think we need to stop judging our actions as well as other people’s actions. Maybe we should start looking at it from the point of view that, yeah it’s not ok right now, but in the long run, it’s not a big deal. Anyways, that’s all I got :p